godSpeck

 

Suppose that in the first moments of our universe, a ‘speck’ of a very magical kind penetrated another sort of speck — one comprised of pure undifferentiated potential within which our universe would emerge. This ‘suitor’ from a place outside of time and space broke through the shell of something akin to it’s opposite — or its mate. Let’s say our magic speck is impossibly tiny, and absurdly fast. Each time it penetrates our universe, its speed more than doubles, because it accrues momentum from the penetration. And with each penetration, our universe grows a little bit — in multiple dimensions at once. The magic speck is actually ‘the tip’ of a sense-and-creation organ belonging to a being who exists outside the universe of timeSpace.

When the speck penetrates into our universe, it begets a little ghost of itself — an afterimage of its current states of character, complexity, size and speed. The ‘afterimage’ becomes a local instance of the penetrating speck’s character inside our universe of timeSpace — and this ‘ghost-speck’ causes everything near itself to become actively self-organizing — resulting in a tiny local ‘complexity farm’. Wherever a ghost-speck is, our universe starts organizing a self-assembling reflection of ‘the character of the magic speck’. But the ghost-speck has to be ‘refreshed’ very quickly or it will fade. That’s ok, because the magic speck that begot the ghost is impossibly fast. It will make new positions of itself, and revisit all previously visited positions — refreshing them — in ‘practically no time at all’.

The magic speck’s penetrations leave a kind of ‘attractor’ in their wake, at some ‘spot’ in timeSpace.  This exists as an energetic ‘organizational principle’ which converts its stored energy into a complexification-attractor. They presence of this attractor ‘creates time’ and ‘expands space’. It ‘bends’ the unStuff of our universe in such a way as to produce complexification in multiple dimensions — energetic, structural, temporal, metaphoric, spiritual, etc. And while every speck is complete, each one is also extremely unique. This is due to the character of the magic speck, which is always itself unique from any other moment or position of itself.

During the first appearance of ‘the magic speck’ the nascent universe is impregnated by a ‘penetrating suitor’ and at each point of penetration she begins complexifying in response. This happens at multiple unique positions throughout all of time and space. The process continues at an exponentially proceeding rate for x amount of years until the basic platforms of elemental and energetic complexity required to establish organismal life are assembled. At this point in the ongoing phases of  ‘refreshment’ (literally re-freshed-mind) the first organisms appear, such as those of the primordial Earth. Now the speck is ‘weaving’ an entirely new order of character-depth over the existing substrate of ‘precursor’ complexity — one that is locally and hyperconnectively self-aware — Life.

Let’s pause here a moment to more closely examine what this speck is really up to. When it penetrates into our universe, it creates an afterimage of its character and complexity — it’s ‘spirit’, if you will. This causes a strange response in the field of ‘pure undifferentiated potential’ into which it penetrates, and the placeTime where he pierced her starts to accrue greater energetic complexity, which eventually leads to differentiation. Meanwhile, back on the ‘outside’ of the universe of spaceTime, the being who projects the magic speck learns and is quickened by what it experiences ‘inside’ her — in our universe. And the source of the magic speck is changed by what it ‘learns’ during the penetration, in a way somewhat similar to how you would change if you got a peek into another dimension. Then it penetrates again, faster than last time.

First, it touches the firstmost place it penetrated, ‘refreshing’ it so that it won’t fade. This also ‘protects’ any existing complexity it has accrued since the last visit. Then the magic speck picks up any ‘new knowledge’ possessed by the ghost-speck as a result of its own ‘evolution’ since it was created (or last visited). At this point the magic speck drops off an ‘updated image’ of its current character — including the changes from ‘peeking in’ — what it learned ‘on the other side’, and what it’s just received from ‘re-reading’ this ghost-speck.

Once the magic speck has completed all ‘refreshment’ moves, it makes a new penetration again, at some point in spaceTime, and begets a new ghost-speck. Then it repeats this process, in the same order that the specks arose (or possibly at random, because it’s so fast at refreshing that it needn’t actually care a lot about the order). A mere by-product of this amazing game is that any ghost speck knows what every other ghost speck knows — all the ‘time’. No matter how ‘distant’ or ‘unique’ any given position is, all of them are ‘in possession’ of the sum of the experience of the entirety, as well as a lot of ‘magical material’ from their progenitor outside of timeSpace, whose character they accrue in succeeding waves.

Our magic peck is, it turns out, a strange kind of honeybee. Since it will return to every position it ever visited in ‘less than an instant’ — it can pick up the ‘experiential pollen’ which every ghost speck has accrued since the last visit. In the beginning of the process, very few places are ‘alive’ yet, and most of the locally accrued complexity is more or less structural and energetic. Even this is exceptionally useful to the magic speck, who is actually playing a sort of learning-game. But once the first organisms arise, in whichever general areas are ‘lucky’ enough to beget them, an amazing new form of pollen is available.

The ghost-specks which lie within an organism are profoundly more interesting than those located in non-living matter. And they are also ‘more like their source’, because while this game has been proceeding, whatever is on the other side of the magic speck is actually assembling a living universe, over here, as an physical, energetic and metaphoric reflection of its own nature, activities and character. Whenever the magic-speck visits any position ‘within a living organism’, it gets all the ‘old kind’ of pollen, and a ‘special bonus’ which is the accrued experiential awareness complexity in the organism it touches. The magic speck then delivers a ‘treasure’, which is a unique version the ‘updated current complexity’ of the entire universe, in all of time — including the future — at a scale that is appropriate to the current complexity of the ghost. This grants further evolutionary momentum to the ghost, allowing it to proceed toward ever-greater feats of complexification without having to ‘re-invent the wheel’. In a single refrehment-pass it will touch every one of the most minute and elemental portions of any given organism — in less than a centillionth of a second.

But the magic speck is also building a mirror. As it keeps encountering the ever-more complex and ever-more generally accurate ‘afterimage of itself’ in our universe, it is assembling new understandings of ‘how to see itself’ — each pass of refreshment grants it a totally unique ‘picture’ of the ‘reflection of me over there’. In effect, along with everything else the magic speck is doing, it is also building a living learning-mirror that allows it to continue gaining ever-more amazing perspectives on its own being. It is literally ‘watching itself growing’ by ‘touching its children’. This witnessing changes the penetrant dramatically, and brings forth entirely new potentials and dimensions of effect. By seeing itself in the living mirror of our universe, what itself is, changes.

Because the penetration comes from outside time as well as space, we must keep in mind that not only are all organisms on Earth connected this way – all organisms in every position of timeSpace are connected this way — all the time. They are also connected to every other position where a penetration is, has been, or will occur. This entire effect is accomplished by a single speck weaving successive ‘layers’ of growth and refreshment into timeSpace — at an ever-increasing speed. From those pyramid-like layers the propensity toward self-organization proceeds to assemble itself in ‘scales within scales’ until life is viable. After that, in the places where life exists, the goal becomes evolution — growing rapidly in multiple dimensions of physical interactivity and awareness — and the function of the pollen dropped off during refresh changes it’s avenue of expression in the ghost.